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I feel very ... strange. Tenuous. Heh. I don't think I'm quite settling into life at home. Possibly I won't until after the results come out, and there can be ... closure? Something. Some sign that college is, genuinely, over. I ... have been going solid for eight months, and before that I was still largely in the middle of a nervous breakdown, so ... I'm not doing so good with this 'normal life' crap just yet. I'm not sure if I remember how to have a holiday. I've been all ... floaty, and distant, and I've been having sort of grey-outs (actually collapsed for a second last night - brain went loo-loo long enough for me to physically fall over, even if I woke up again on the landing). I ... don't think I'm very well at the minute, but it could be just me collapsing after the year, and not fitting in very well back home. I am ... wonky, right now. *grins sheepishly* Very much so.
Fannishly, I haven't been able to think much. I've been watching episodes of a few things here or there, but nothing is sparking, as such. I think my whole brain has gone flat. Maybe it was due a rest. Heh. I've been reading around a few small fandoms, basically just faffing about and having a look at whatever catches my eye. Not talking to anyone. *sheepish* Oi. I'm in brain-idle mode right now. And possibly unconscious-mode, if I keep randomly almost collapsing. *blinks, frowns* I should probably be worried about that. Eh. It'll sort itself out.
Hmmm. In the interests of, you know, interacting to some extent, I thought maybe I'd try a meme? That always works, right? Though, to warn, I am very tenuous at the minute, and may randomly disappear. Heh.
Two memes. Your choice thereof:
Take any one of the fandoms you know I write/rec/read AND give me a type of AU (space opera AU, pirate AU, superhero AU, etc) or another time period (Ancient Rome, Regency England, etc). I will then explain the gist of the story I would write for that AU.
OR
1) Give me a fandom plus character/pairing, and FIVE one-word prompts
2) I'll see if I can write you five one-sentance ficlets based on them
Pick one, and we'll see if I can stay focused long enough to answer -_-; Heh.
ETA: I'm collapsing for the night. Heh. Catch ye in the morning.
Fannishly, I haven't been able to think much. I've been watching episodes of a few things here or there, but nothing is sparking, as such. I think my whole brain has gone flat. Maybe it was due a rest. Heh. I've been reading around a few small fandoms, basically just faffing about and having a look at whatever catches my eye. Not talking to anyone. *sheepish* Oi. I'm in brain-idle mode right now. And possibly unconscious-mode, if I keep randomly almost collapsing. *blinks, frowns* I should probably be worried about that. Eh. It'll sort itself out.
Hmmm. In the interests of, you know, interacting to some extent, I thought maybe I'd try a meme? That always works, right? Though, to warn, I am very tenuous at the minute, and may randomly disappear. Heh.
Two memes. Your choice thereof:
Take any one of the fandoms you know I write/rec/read AND give me a type of AU (space opera AU, pirate AU, superhero AU, etc) or another time period (Ancient Rome, Regency England, etc). I will then explain the gist of the story I would write for that AU.
OR
1) Give me a fandom plus character/pairing, and FIVE one-word prompts
2) I'll see if I can write you five one-sentance ficlets based on them
Pick one, and we'll see if I can stay focused long enough to answer -_-; Heh.
ETA: I'm collapsing for the night. Heh. Catch ye in the morning.
