I'm pathetic

[icarus_chained]

I really, really need something to eat, but there's a house-party going on downstairs and the house is full of strange and not-exactly-sober people, and ... I'm an idiot but I'm sort of ... nervous about going down there. I don't ... people. Lots of people, and mostly drunk on top of it.

Yes, I am a moron. And very, very hungry. *sighs* I'm working on it.

ETA:  Okay, seriously, when do things like this end? It's 1am, and I need to eat soon!

ETA2:  And hunger wins out over fear, and I'm drinking coffee at 1:20am because I need something  hot and I'm out of hot chocolate, and sweet gods I hate people. Crowds of people, and they're smoking in my house and the place is a mess and I think I stood in someone's vodka, and I hate, HATE these bloody things!

Comments

[ilyena_sylph]

You are not pathetic. *glares at fiercely* Stop saying things like that. You are awesome, and your reaction makes total sense.

Drunk crowd, in your space, and probably loud on top of it -- I'd be curled up in my room until they went away, too!!!

[icarus_chained]

Stop saying things like that.
Sorry. Bad habits are still habits, I guess.

They are loud. They are very, very loud, and there are thumpings and a couple of crashes and other nicely violent noises ... They didn't tell me about the thing until about a half-hour before this freaking crowd of people arrived. I've been kinda hiding since. -_-;

... And someone just came halfway up the stairs and yelled "I not going to hurt anyone!" and I'm just going to be under my bed for a minute, okay? Eheh. *queasy look*

[ilyena_sylph]

Oh honey. I'd be hiding, too! *hugs you*

[order_of_chaos]

Argh. My sympathies. I would hate that, so, so much. *shudders* That's not even remotely unreasonable.
If this happens at all often, I suggest keeping a bottle of water, a couple of tins of chilli-tuna and a packet of rice-wafers (or whatever you would stockpile if you where you and not me) in a draw somewhere, so you don't have to subject yourself to it.

[icarus_chained]

*nods* I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be doing something like that in future, alright. *shakes shoulders out* I really, really don't like that kind of thing. Heh. You might have noticed.

Thanks hon.